So I had this long, im talkin bout really long blog saved and all to post on here, but that would take forever for ANYBODY to read so Im just going to make it an audio post in a few days and if you want to HEAR about how God has been working in my life and what's been REALLY good then just listen to that link (when I post it).

I'll just give you a brief summary of what its about. God has been doin some big thangs in my life lately and through some revelations He has been revealing what He wants to do in my life next. Have you ever felt yourself growing? I don't mean physically, but I mean spiritually and mentally. That's what I've felt like lately. I been feeling like I have been growing and its jive weird on the real. We went down the the MLK regional Impact Conference in Alexandria, VA and Pastor Keith Battle spoke alot about purpose.

Ironically, I have been praying for that for a few months now. God is just doin big thangs everywhere, period. It seems like for every friend that I stop talking to I have a new one that I begin to connect with. As for the fellas, well right now God has not revealed him to me. I believe though that God will reveal it to my husband first before I know. However, I DO see some people that had potential that have lost mad credibility these last few weeks, but it's all good because it just redirects my focus on where it needs to be, on God. LoL...let me tell you I sure know how to pick them-or they sure know how to pick me. I really don't know where to start though...I mean it seems that I have a little bit of everything but the right thing. All I know is that God couldn't be more open with me and letting me see all of people these days.

Anyway, I really wanna see God move Impact here on campus so I pray that that's in His will because if it is then it would be AMAZING to see that continue here. It just seems like there is a BIG OL lack of Christian maturity here at the University of Maine campus-especially black males. I pray for them and pray that just like God changed my life, that He will change theirs. It could just be a Maine thing, but all I know is THANK GOD im not from here or I might have grown up with some really wrong images of positive black male role models in my life. So many of them have potential and are so blessed and don't even know it or they don't live a life that is glorifying to the Lord. If I could see one thing before I left it would be to see at least two strong black Christian males rise up in this place and become the next generation of leaders on this campus.

You know what gets me??? Every time I think about making a blog I just have SOOO much useful information to write down and all, but when the time comes to write the blog NOTHIN comes out of it. Well, the book in the bible im really feeling right now is Habbakuk. The story that most relates to my life right now is Moses in Exodus chapter 3 and 4. Im currently quasi studying Romans right now, and I am researching "eternal perspective". So I also finally decided to pick up that book from OSP this summer and read Calm My Anxious Heart...I wont front though...I think im on chapter 3 only.

Well, im sleepier than a mug. I love me some Jesus!
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